He was worried, tensed, and out of control.
He never thought one day he will have to think like this.
He was ashamed to look at mirror.
Tension grew up exponentially. It was an ordeal for four days.
At end of fourth day he saw the line between being normal and abnormal diminishing rapidly.
When people around asked him about the uneasiness, he just ignored. How can he answer them when he himself doesn’t know it?
Sometimes the answers seemed to be quiet simple and the questions seemed to be complex.
He believed the almighty will intervene with his problems and solve them.
He listened to the songs played in the buses, listened to the Radio Jockeys, looked at the movie posters in the street curiously.
On the following day he met her on chat .
He: Hi.
She: iH !.
He: What is that ???
She: That is the echo!!
She: :)
He: :)
She: Something is wrong with you.
She: What happened to you?
He: I am in the process of figuring it out.
She: Happiness will get multiplied if you share with someone.
You will feel better if you could tell me what is bothering you so much?
He: It is like, some sort of confusion or like choosing from many options.
I will tell you the full story if you have got time.
She: yea, please.
He: Yesterday, I spent so much time to understand the issue that is bothering me.
[An Occasional “Hmm” can be considered as a comma.]
She: HMM, :).
He: There are some core ideas which I believe to be correct.
She: ok, good.
She: Hmm
She: ,
He: ohh, u do not need to put a comma. I will assume it.
She: good, :)
He: Rule 1)
Do not hurt anyone; never harm anyone, b gentle to the maximum extent. (More rules may follow in appropriate time.)
She: K.
He: One fine day, he saw some one.
She was coming inside the office and this guy was going outside.
Suddenly the bells rang, bulbs were switched on. [Reference:Mozhi Tamil Film]
She: :).Okay
He: He thought about one rule. "Believe in love at first sight”.
She: k
He: The second rule also heard in the back round- “all that glitter is not gold".
The problem started at that point of time.
She: oh. :(
He: How can u say u are in love with someone just by seeing once.
So it was deducted as a perfectly ridiculous thought.
She: hmm
He: Spending time with some one , knowing their character and all those crap only points to a better possibility of "Being in Love”. You know it is some degree of lovability.
She: hmmm
He: How much time u need to know some one? Is there a time limit? 6 months, 1 year?
And there are instances where couples break up after 25 years of marriage.
She: Knowing one person and loving them is not the same...
Even a husband and wife who were together for 50 years cant understand 25% of each other.
He: oh...
She: understanding a person practically is just to know whether they can get along trouble less. It is all about adjustability factor.Not about lovability.
He: hmm that is a moderate and simple approach.
She: hmmm
He: Next comes a quote:
She: k
He: 1) Every man is an island. Then , I should say that every woman is an Universe.
She: oh... That is a quotable quote...
He: I felt that quote about first love works fine since:
1) It is natural
2) Spontaneous
3) It comes as part of vital urge from soul.
[I love nature and obey rules set by nature].
She: okay...okay…
He: The next very funny and ideal law in which I believe is that "The attraction between a man and woman must be the result of bi-directional chemical and psychological process and natural flow set by nature must not be altered".
That is: No words are needed.
No actions are required.
Eyes should talk; hearts should feel 4 each other.
Again a pretty good and stupid concept
She: hmmm. People are different. So their concepts…
He: The law fails in simple scenario when the girl in the other ends also a believe in this law.
She: Don’t expect somebody else to think like you.
Law of nature also says that individuals are unique. Only thing you can do is accept her as the way she is.
okay... ?
He: but how can someone b that clever, not to show any sort of response in any visible modes leaving the Boy to search in the dark?
She: ya... it is not the matter of being clever.
Most of us are like that including me.
I can say girls i know are mostly comes under this category... but exceptions are there.
He: You like that idea or you are like that?
She: am saying i can be rude enough to hide my feelings.
Actually it’s kind of making myself a fool. But at times the situation demands so.
He: hmm
He: then how do u expect the boys to understand that so called situations or who knows if he still searching in dark for the non existing possibilities?
She: for one found the method of 'proposing'.
He: How can u expect boys to flirt with girls with a proposal? How can u intrude in to somebody’s emotional space and beg her to marry him?
Or ask her to show mercy on him?
How does he know if she got a boyfriend already?
She: the art of proposing has its on risks... But its the solution for many questions.
Like,
1. It declares ones love.
2. Gets a proper reply.
3. Better understanding
4. Relief from the pain.
He: I do not want to be Stubborn .Please don’t get irritated.
Do u really expect someone to be like this?
She: I don’t want to break anybody’s rules.... but am selfish enough to stand on my points at times
He: ok, fine
She: k
He: if u feel the beginning of irritation just tell me.
How can u node your head for a proposal from some one whom u really don’t know well?
When some one can say he or she is in love?
Is that really called as “Love” or “A better possibility of being in love “?
She: yes...
The person whom you love may not have that feeling towards u...
Friends can have a relationship of chemistry...
Which can be easily mistaken for love.
Its nobody`s fault…
It just happens …
One can love the other one in many different ways...
He: But that was clear enough. There ends my confusing questions.
Thanks for listening and spending so much time with me.
Helping me with my trouble. :)
Teaching and sharing so many facts patiently.
Hopefully this will minimize the intensity of issues. :)
She: Hei???
wat happened?
He: I was just wondering how girls think. But u have cleared so many doubts in that
:)
She: sorry if am taking over freedom...'are u going to propose?'
He: I must, right?
She: hmm ... Even though it can hurt.
She: and one more question...who is she?
He: She is one of my friends.
She: hmmm
He: She is not yet my girl friend, but a girl who happened to be a friend or a friend who happened to be a girl.
She: Ok. You don’t want to tell who she is...
:)
He: U r being cruel to me
She: Sorry, sorry, just asked, leave it
He: No, Just kidding .
She: okay
Then tell na?
She: 7 minutes. No answer?
He: Ok, to be frank I must not be in love with her, even though something inside me has started betraying me. But what I see is a fine possibility, a hope for a better life in a better world. And I believe toying up the idea of future not a good idea. I do not want to hurt anyone by being an unwelcome-ed guest at wrong time.
It is too early to say I am in love.
She: no comments
:)
He: When u propose someone u are also promising a better future for her. I want to make that for her first, and then invite her
She: :)
He: Proposal comes with responsibility. I do not want her to breed the thoughts and dreams about unpredictable future right now.
She: no comments
:)
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